Friday, September 22, 2006

Last week of SIP

Finalli... last week liao... rushing SIP logbk... SIP report... MP logbk... MP report... finalli done it... now left oni poster... sooo tired this wk... but today very relax liao cos all done... poster leave it during oct then do ba...


Friends are REAL or FAKE??? Part 1

Yest i was packing mi things in the office for taking hm... n i realise a birthday present n a hand made birthday booklet card tt i have yet to give it to the owner... whom i always call him uncle... try some times to ask him out so tt i can pass it to him... he either says too far to meet or want go home early or busy... haizz... then told him he must meet me so tt i can pass it to him... cos i gonna have very heavy bag yest... i had to bring home mi safety boots, slippers, mi tidbits and stationaries tt i bring... at first i tell him meet harbour front which is the NE line... then he say far... so i say meet at outram then... EW line... he oso say far and expect mi to meet at clemeti... when i say ok la... he say he lazy meet me liao... n wan go home earli... i m very not happy with him le... n i told him tt i don wan tok to him le n keep the present miself then since he not appreciating it...

At night... i receive a weird sms of saying " ...i miss u... muackxx...." from tt uncle... then i repli him "go n die... i m still mad with you"... then next i receive another msg saying " wrong person..zzz".... n continue by another msg " ....f......u think who r u..... " sth like tt which scold mi upside down... i m very mad with him.... after a few sms... i told him i don care what u think or what u wanna say... i m not gg to repli him anymore n i went to slp...


Today... i receive a email from tt uncle... this is what he wrote...

"u making me piss off.....
u tink that i own u anithing? u oni tell me today that u wan meet me.... i already had plan for the day. like that u wan angry with me? go ahead, the world doesnt turn just for u.. and i dud own u anithing. you are the 3rd person who behave tis way to me. and i shall do the same to what i did to the other 2. thanks for all the problem. i dud mind not knowing someone like u. and i not going to bother with u from now on.

you can go complaint to everybody.. bt i tink it nt jus me who tink u nid to change. you jus behaving like a rich man daughter.. oh for your info.. i tink rich man daughter also behave nicer than u.

u properly tink that i am a jerk... well go ahead.. i a jerk then for u..."


I am quite sad for getting to know this kind of friend who at first treated you so nice n trying to woo u... but he failed wooing... he tried to be your friend... be nice to you still... then after tt treat you like shit and say this kind of language to you...

& this is what i repli...

" i don't care what you wanna say... or what u think of me...

perhaps i am jux silly... perhaps i am jux stupid... to have waste mi time in making the birthday present, to waste mi effort on making it... and making the birthday card booklet... .....

....if you think i m what u said then go ahead think... there is nth i wanna do... there is nth i wanna say...

...."

I forget what i wrote... but i am trying to end it off with saying tt if what he said is what he think of mi.. then tt will be mi last repli... n its gonna be a good bye msg to a friend i shouldnt have met... to a totalli different friend tt i had met earlier...


Friends are REAL or FAKE??? Part 2

i donno if i m so unlucki to have met friends who treat you so niceli at first and ends up hurting you with unreasonable words or action... haizz.... it first happen it to me during pri sch... then in poly with a girl... then now with tt uncle.. haizzz... smt it makes mi dont realli wan to trust friends... afraid of being hurt in the end...

but luckili said... i had mani sec sch friends who r realli real friends... who is always there for mi.. despite we seldom meet each other... our relationship still very close... without ani awkward feeling exist between us... i m v. glad... n i hope it last forever...

i m happi to have a nice bf who is always with mi to face all these problems... ever since tt incidence from tt poly girl who hurt mi deepli... n those relationship which adds on the hurt... n break mi down during mi poli year two... i wonder if one day mi bf wasnt ard with mi animore... m i capable of facing the break down from a fake friends...???